So has anyone ever had one of those days where the day just moved so slow that you just want to go back to bed and just wait for the day to pass? That nothing good comes out of that day it’s like you just keep getting hit with a 2 by 4 over and over till A) the 2 by 4 breaks or B) you fall to the ground and smash in to tinny little peaces never to be able to be put back together. Well at lest not back the same… I am so having one of those days better yet its been a few days more like years. With family members ill and people not having jobs and all this crazy with storms it’s like a never ending war to just say above water that just keeps getting higher and higher till the dam breaks and everything gets flooded. Sometimes I wonder if I just leave. Run and never look back close my heart to everything and just go be free of everything that is always changing always hurting and always never willing to just be. It seems though that my feet just doesn’t want to move….. So what do I do???